What I meant is, in book form. My hard cover "HitMan" order was at my doorstep when I came home from work. I'm overwhelmed that you could possibly underestimate your "heartthrobability"...Truthfully, I had to force myself to put the book down as I have got nothing done short of reading about you, your life, your candidness about the music industry, the people in your life both personally and professionally. You amaze me David Foster, how can you be blind to that aspect of who you are? Mr. Meticulous about his craft, artform, profession...I understand that completely.